Never Ever Before Have I…

Never ever before have I given myself permission,

Never ever before have I felt such inner peace,

Never ever before have I rested so well,

Never ever before have I let be what will be,

Never ever before have my dreams been so normal,

Never ever before have I managed to stop the loop,

Never ever before have I felt a sense of true relaxation,

Never ever before have I been able to let my anger subside,

Never ever before have I been able to deflect others’ energy,

Never ever before have I placed less judgement on myself,

Never ever before have I given myself permission,

Now I do not ever want to go back to anything but the present.